tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-44389796022064680542024-03-05T13:33:47.249-08:00Mommy-ismsA blog about Motherhood. The good, the bad, and the snuggly!Habibti812http://www.blogger.com/profile/12610435105487429624noreply@blogger.comBlogger78125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4438979602206468054.post-87087129342320135602012-12-03T15:59:00.001-08:002012-12-03T15:59:56.959-08:00Look at me go!!posting away!!! Having this tablet makes it easier for me to post since Idon't have to be sitting at the computer to do so... I never get to sit at the computer anymore... Sitting here with Samirah and Maya in Samirah's big and fabulos new room of her own! She has the second biggest bedroom in the house (After my master suite of course) It fits her larger than life personality I say... She's rubbing my ear between her finger and thumb...<br />
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Today was endless... Completely endless... Nadia broke my tablet , had to return it and long story short went to five different stores with two of the four kids in tow to get a new one, all in the three hours before ihad to go pick Sami up at the school.. Then a trip to the dry cleaners wtih the three, and another with the four after Igot Nadia off the bus and realized Idropped off the wrong pair of Husam's pants. Nice Right??? Then all four off to karate for Sam. And Ihad to feed all those people in between all that crap! Ugh. Endless for sure.<br />
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Husam's still not home so I'm on bedtime duty all by myself. With him working all this insane over time Iam in essence a single mom... Not financially. But in every single other aspect of life. He's gone when they wake up and home after they are asleep. 7 ... days... a ... week... I'm not complaining exactly, the money is great, but Imiss him. The kids miss him... Ican't wait for the Disney trip we are planning in March.... I need it, we all do.<br />
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So I'm off! Ihave little teeth to brush, stories to read, babies to nurse and beds to tuck ;-) Good night!Habibti812http://www.blogger.com/profile/12610435105487429624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4438979602206468054.post-34313088425095601452012-12-02T16:44:00.002-08:002012-12-02T16:44:31.796-08:00Busy Busy Bee...<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;">So I haven't posted since May?! Really?! I was just catching up reading some of your blogs and thought... When was the last time Iposted on mine?? Apparently, forever ago... Summer was very busy.i had joined the spa and was at the pools there with all four kids nearly everyday. They loved it! And Nadia learned to swim all on her own! She just celebrated birthday 7!!Wow oh wow. Times goes much too quickly... Sami started prek.. and he took to it right away..he loves it and has learned SOmuch!! Ms Samirah is a firecracker. Seriously, the funniest kid Iknow. Her new thing is , after doing something naughty, she begins crying and says "I want to be a good girl mommy!"ok... So BE a good girl!!!I'm not stopping you!!! Maya is 11 months old now and just such a sweetie doll... My last little baby! We are getting ready for her first Christmas and then first birthday shortly after!!! The past year has gone so fast. But we have had a ton of fun. Husam works about a million hours and 7 days a week.. So I have my hands full with all four kids on my own all day everyday... We are planning a Disney trip again this year... Probably for March. We need some family time. My MOm will meet us down there too and my sister. More hands to help out with all the kids!!! Maybe Husam and Ican even get dinner together one night!!! </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;">I'm sitting here watching the Grinch with Samirah. The other kids are all asleep... She is rubbing my arm with her fingers (It's her thing)... She is such a cute girl. Husam is over there sleeping on the couch! i'm posting from my new Samsung Galaxy Tab 2!!!Husam got it for me as a gift.. Probably an "I'm sorry Ihave had to work so much"gift.... He even got a little keyboard to go with it so Ican type normall yon it!It is a little wonky (You see some mistakes in the post... mostly the space bar!) But it's better than trying to do any in depth typing from the touch screen.. So that's it.. Life is busy as ever... Computer time is limited. Life is good... Kids are well... Iiam well... Ihope you are all well too... Happy Holidays!</span>Habibti812http://www.blogger.com/profile/12610435105487429624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4438979602206468054.post-42171110092781670152012-05-01T17:50:00.003-07:002012-05-01T17:50:56.363-07:00I hate change...And blogger has totally changed it's layout! Ugh! Unfavorable! It will take forever to figure this out!! I will be back soon with a post about vacation. But for tonight I'm too tired to try to figure out this new look!Habibti812http://www.blogger.com/profile/12610435105487429624noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4438979602206468054.post-80073739245103822142012-04-15T17:54:00.012-07:002012-04-15T18:15:21.026-07:00Life goes fast!Too fast... Do you ever just want to stand up and scream STOP !!! Everything STOP! Everyone STOP!!! And just take it in? I feel like I haven't done enough of that lately! There aren't enough hours in the day or days in the week. But. You know how it goes...<br /><br />We celebrated Sami's 4th birthday this weekend!! Can't believe my little man is four already. (See what I mean about time flying!?)<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgnupeaHC4sCaZtVrQKxaGKNncXAR_-7RcRkJyvvcPmcO7RKgtjnuRmB_4rY6wbIWzxBTQ7tyCgQwo4mK5RUcsYZuXz08EEP-EvDzaEpxi2kKU3jpJVuNU5owfbIur78xGk303_ntl2eEWr/s1600/Sami+turns+4+005.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgnupeaHC4sCaZtVrQKxaGKNncXAR_-7RcRkJyvvcPmcO7RKgtjnuRmB_4rY6wbIWzxBTQ7tyCgQwo4mK5RUcsYZuXz08EEP-EvDzaEpxi2kKU3jpJVuNU5owfbIur78xGk303_ntl2eEWr/s400/Sami+turns+4+005.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5731795976567240786" border="0" /></a>He was quite excited for this Spiderman cake...<br /><br />His auntie bought him a spiderman SKATEBOARD! And can we say "EXCITED"?! (I'm thankful she also got him all the safety gear to go with it! Because... lets' face it.. Sami is not a world class skateboarder!) safety first!<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjOKf8sYz3wl9mu_wd5nvnNwZJOJVShINIDeJiEreg_Ea3nr_2Y7V7z_4FzbakhX7t3Wv1shhrM0l1p3oMEBhmT1rXmZvb1kc3QTJxZXI_05ik-_-TseC8ZkqZfWzEnWnTUkzgb6IUrbE3H/s1600/Sami+turns+4+013.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjOKf8sYz3wl9mu_wd5nvnNwZJOJVShINIDeJiEreg_Ea3nr_2Y7V7z_4FzbakhX7t3Wv1shhrM0l1p3oMEBhmT1rXmZvb1kc3QTJxZXI_05ik-_-TseC8ZkqZfWzEnWnTUkzgb6IUrbE3H/s400/Sami+turns+4+013.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5731796348883383586" border="0" /></a>I'm also thankful this is how he's starting out. Won't have to worry too much about injuries this way!! ha!<br /><br />Today was a gorgeous day which the kids spent outside , running, jumping, playing, screaming. Great fun.<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhsITMF6uX8praj8TKzjETwR8VMjoCOFFTf-Gzn29OD97s0x7QAs1xhiVjqaiZCNRpwQqYMOmU6_rRB8Ou0FQM5DcrWUzhNNBbjcLFJfuNfKdtoX3OfcMK5uD4925w0n3BhQ18J9T_EDfJ4/s1600/Sami+turns+4+086.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhsITMF6uX8praj8TKzjETwR8VMjoCOFFTf-Gzn29OD97s0x7QAs1xhiVjqaiZCNRpwQqYMOmU6_rRB8Ou0FQM5DcrWUzhNNBbjcLFJfuNfKdtoX3OfcMK5uD4925w0n3BhQ18J9T_EDfJ4/s400/Sami+turns+4+086.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5731796713485496034" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhp2f9MwW7mSO92OczIykeHUmy1UGUZPwrSl_zaHMEtJ2nTV5xI4ncKUKFuqR0r8BrZ5IW3_xusdxD98Nf2KkERmV6hEeHv5wbx6VdyAtrpyAcTrzgcPLmJr4eNAqdVTbZocxI92_o7btyE/s1600/Sami+turns+4+084.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhp2f9MwW7mSO92OczIykeHUmy1UGUZPwrSl_zaHMEtJ2nTV5xI4ncKUKFuqR0r8BrZ5IW3_xusdxD98Nf2KkERmV6hEeHv5wbx6VdyAtrpyAcTrzgcPLmJr4eNAqdVTbZocxI92_o7btyE/s400/Sami+turns+4+084.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5731796928793029026" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhGCTTTeP0q9HmHzQTSaaurZHwB1i2aXWwKE2daY_pmAtOBq-Cd2JOo6_zwO9FltHWq-3EG6_2wWrHERXkN3PxRTw7Z-0EIsha73xBoFRSbBMpLqhbULxDGbOeBfm4J3b2ml8wUpP6_gfAz/s1600/Sami+turns+4+109.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhGCTTTeP0q9HmHzQTSaaurZHwB1i2aXWwKE2daY_pmAtOBq-Cd2JOo6_zwO9FltHWq-3EG6_2wWrHERXkN3PxRTw7Z-0EIsha73xBoFRSbBMpLqhbULxDGbOeBfm4J3b2ml8wUpP6_gfAz/s400/Sami+turns+4+109.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5731797118841592050" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br />I even took some artsy fartsy pictures of Maya!<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhYLZbKEd7OZooULZMIaW4VS0ruxPOuFoSUfVs_7wrE0dCh4IMO5salyvBuamT19pHn6SePiZASqmERYPZ3psTEuaRDrfj025BFG2u_noZgt50SULplJG9PNDQp1ZVsUCMSR_391ZvNYSQr/s1600/Sami+turns+4+031.JPG"><img style="display: block; 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margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhpXxqp2nNQ7VUK-Z64iTYJHYQTkJnpgLpsUHug-2yvH3bC83-JO7Zhw6eCLATinTXQCmAMfp64kTxdpDjGzSQr5ijZprWixx5cM4NYSL9AIzA6Mb6q8p-cxRc2YCcBuN9d0ERI56K0EyZG/s400/Sami+turns+4+050.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5731798329181125298" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj6rCr7GKln7ubqOzccwe8z-cyWeveNvv1nR26glL-wECv12penbrdqi22DcKggSgo2BxFb-e7hhxeEvNijfTArsXN2rjTgfRoQ0Cod1qwZRQYkZJEdLgvWSyDOmTJbZn4dRiWPjjbGukYt/s1600/Sami+turns+4+048.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj6rCr7GKln7ubqOzccwe8z-cyWeveNvv1nR26glL-wECv12penbrdqi22DcKggSgo2BxFb-e7hhxeEvNijfTArsXN2rjTgfRoQ0Cod1qwZRQYkZJEdLgvWSyDOmTJbZn4dRiWPjjbGukYt/s400/Sami+turns+4+048.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5731798194978346594" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEinMIkQ9W92op25fSQ2sa8c0KiEEZeAfYv2DYowdYMl-XGxqQVWE7U8jaoj94O00lo8ETqwTDbNkwR1mg9JgE4nUk8JRME8_rXFq_VI28jY64lFrpXJoQTnpZHzNn_tL8_ShlGpQ6l2BFpH/s1600/Sami+turns+4+033.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEinMIkQ9W92op25fSQ2sa8c0KiEEZeAfYv2DYowdYMl-XGxqQVWE7U8jaoj94O00lo8ETqwTDbNkwR1mg9JgE4nUk8JRME8_rXFq_VI28jY64lFrpXJoQTnpZHzNn_tL8_ShlGpQ6l2BFpH/s400/Sami+turns+4+033.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5731797723707459394" border="0" /></a>Don't you just want to eat her up?!!? I do ! I do !<br /><br />This is just what I mean about time going too fast! I can remember when ALL the kids were this small. And it's fleeting. TOO fleeting. It makes me all emotional and sentimental. Husam can't stand it. He caught me looking at newborn photos this morning and loudly complained! Jesus hun! Look at you!!! I'ts like porn for you! Looking at all those babies!!!! "Aww they are so cute!" I know what's going through your head! Stop looking at them! Next thing I know you'll be pregnant again!"<br /><br />But I digress... No more babies !!!! I swear!!!! My hands (And my heart) are quite full with four. But I will forever love the baby stage. The first year of their lives is by far my favorite. I'm a caretaker ... It's my nature. I love to be so needed. Perhaps something is wrong with me! ha!<br /><br />Anyways. I've spent most of the week packing for our DISNEY TRIP! Kids are SO excited to head back (And to see Grandma who will be meeting us there! yay!) But seriously...<br /><br />Packing for six people...... sucks.... ass.... There is SO much to remember. And need I go into the mountain of laundry I'm going to have to do upon return! UGH! I don't even want to THINK about it!!!! However the smiles the kids will have while we are there are all worth it. It's our very favorite vacation spot!<br /><br />But the packing. yuck.<br /><br />I've finished *I think* all four of the kids.. And have only scratched the surface on Husam and I...<br /><br />Oh. And other big news on the Shahin front? We have decided since it's going to be damm near impossible to sell our house to even pay off what we owe being as we bought at a horrible time, we're going to rent it and buy a new house. A house we love! A house we can fit into ! ! ! When we bought this house we had Nadia. That's it. Just Nadia... (Some of you who've been reading since I was on xanga may remember...)<br /><br />Anyways. We've outgrown it... It's not awful, we do have 3 bedrooms, but with the four kids we need at LEAST four... So here's to upgrading! We plan on going full steam ahead with this undertaking after we get back from Disney!<br /><br />I'm actually terrified of the process, I remember buying this house was more stressful than getting married and having kids all rolled into one! And moving!? Let's not even GO there! AHHHH!<br /><br />Hopefully it will be worth it... Nothing worth it is ever easy right?<br /><br />That's all that's going on here... I'm not sure if I will be able to blog before I leave for our trip (We are leaving really early am on Friday) So if not, You will hear back from me after our return!!!!Habibti812http://www.blogger.com/profile/12610435105487429624noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4438979602206468054.post-18867861467100689322012-04-13T18:54:00.002-07:002012-04-13T18:56:00.549-07:00Blown away..<span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);">I just finished reading "Bloom" by Kelle Hampton (http://www.kellehampton.com/) And I'm just blown away... I think every mother should read this book. Scratch that! EVERYONE should read this book.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);">I laughed, cried, and saw a beautiful perspective on accepting things in life... </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);">I'm not nearly as eloquent as the author- so really! Go buy this book! Read it! Be blown away too :-)</span>Habibti812http://www.blogger.com/profile/12610435105487429624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4438979602206468054.post-28942096662845215902012-04-10T05:54:00.005-07:002012-04-10T06:02:18.510-07:00Happy Easter!I hope everyone had a nice Easter :-) Ours went great.. We dyed some eggs, complete with Samirah eating the dye. Fun! Filled those basket up with (Mostly non-candy) goodies! (Yea, I'm no fun like that!) And had an awesome egg hunt which ended in Sami crying because Nadia found the golden egg, and Nadia crying because Sami found the MOST eggs *Sigh* I can't win! *Shakes fist in the air*<br /><br />It was great though. Those little moments are the ones I LIVE for as a mother! Makes it totally worth it! I even got a FANTASTIC picture of ALL FOUR OF MY KIDS! At once! In the SAME picture!!!! (I know you don't believe it right!?!?!?) Well here is the photographic PROOF!<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjQPm7eDDayj3TwisqSpt8aM7W-Rwn8WqYAjvgpvH3RKc8ohbSD6R86bcMM5j1_eNZ0XBPdbbuaac3PoyL7WHK4E5LV27xqLgyxNCfZFCOlekSBwaHu8SWzqVh3aoKQRcnQcuWKnaNZCdH3/s1600/Easter+2012+088.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjQPm7eDDayj3TwisqSpt8aM7W-Rwn8WqYAjvgpvH3RKc8ohbSD6R86bcMM5j1_eNZ0XBPdbbuaac3PoyL7WHK4E5LV27xqLgyxNCfZFCOlekSBwaHu8SWzqVh3aoKQRcnQcuWKnaNZCdH3/s400/Easter+2012+088.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5729755451946867586" border="0" /></a><br />See!!! I told you!!! Fantastic right?!<br />Don't get TOO jealous. The 99 pictures I took before this one looked something like this...<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi2TGaA6kdlS4bFrYE0M1Yz9wggcJCNGDnf2FEAgGOpdhieQqUM9GogQex418sGeL0xp9xS95vdT-gmd-AqFqs6q91G2k4_U6ZOP2tjM5c81AYEqj9HnbOBKV10Hept0dM8wPwpzUqFzJpe/s1600/Easter+2012+070.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi2TGaA6kdlS4bFrYE0M1Yz9wggcJCNGDnf2FEAgGOpdhieQqUM9GogQex418sGeL0xp9xS95vdT-gmd-AqFqs6q91G2k4_U6ZOP2tjM5c81AYEqj9HnbOBKV10Hept0dM8wPwpzUqFzJpe/s400/Easter+2012+070.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5729755996804512450" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhxlck1TGY7fJyukRrrSwugpc2a1kEMC30Sn-s8P-Tc-j_xxJwwhlP8IpsNCglcSiWb-PyC3rQSyezph14f2-Dc0QhILSRE06OUYe42qTtnz-efhwDGeU0we22CU-PFnPxEi88NiX4E9WgV/s1600/Easter+2012+073.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhxlck1TGY7fJyukRrrSwugpc2a1kEMC30Sn-s8P-Tc-j_xxJwwhlP8IpsNCglcSiWb-PyC3rQSyezph14f2-Dc0QhILSRE06OUYe42qTtnz-efhwDGeU0we22CU-PFnPxEi88NiX4E9WgV/s400/Easter+2012+073.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5729756005618057938" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgxeJORWz3eHr-rAhdOq1qacBbVJKmh3MUhzhLpIVXXWEjh1TlYACiRxRvWvRdoKCAv_iSlSYCI9u_8-cPRXppT5LK6ZkCqAzcskiy2HBlTsQb2Bg1WoFeWZHu0dM0ITy2og5d3XNELhnCT/s1600/Easter+2012+074.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgxeJORWz3eHr-rAhdOq1qacBbVJKmh3MUhzhLpIVXXWEjh1TlYACiRxRvWvRdoKCAv_iSlSYCI9u_8-cPRXppT5LK6ZkCqAzcskiy2HBlTsQb2Bg1WoFeWZHu0dM0ITy2og5d3XNELhnCT/s400/Easter+2012+074.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5729756018755671922" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgSthMjRcc1Jr5Zi_Pgn7qiT3UWLcvdiBP9wUWuhP96ONomPw6AgheajdjhLWpUUkfyTBAM2HBDhE2uLDZY3wKQ6We1ys27IX9uiktb7ZwQYrDCPC-5OvbhSwzFg-K6BYHmlCxXHUnyjvzy/s1600/Easter+2012+100.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgSthMjRcc1Jr5Zi_Pgn7qiT3UWLcvdiBP9wUWuhP96ONomPw6AgheajdjhLWpUUkfyTBAM2HBDhE2uLDZY3wKQ6We1ys27IX9uiktb7ZwQYrDCPC-5OvbhSwzFg-K6BYHmlCxXHUnyjvzy/s400/Easter+2012+100.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5729756027606737186" border="0" /></a><br />Ha! The latter pictures are probably a more accurate representation of daily life around here (Hey I totally feel like crying sometimes too! I actually DID resort to tears to get them to sit for the one nice picture!) But I'd prefer to remember the moments in picture number one.. Those beautiful perfect moments :-) Yup. That picture is going into a frame baby! <br /><br />So. How was YOUR holiday!?Habibti812http://www.blogger.com/profile/12610435105487429624noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4438979602206468054.post-38762728245748366892012-04-04T07:32:00.001-07:002012-04-04T07:33:36.913-07:00Getting in shape!My new motto<br /><br />"If you really want to do something you make time, if you don't, you make excuses"<br /><br />And how true is this!?<br /><br />I'm on my fitness kick. Getting my body back. My tummy is finally flat again (Happy dance!) The weight is falling off and I feel GREAT! Strong, and fit, and WONDERFUL!!<br /><br />I still have a little ways until I'm completely satisfied, but I remind myself Maya is only 3 months old!<br /><br />I'm getting there! Go mommy go!Habibti812http://www.blogger.com/profile/12610435105487429624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4438979602206468054.post-45050848739939464612012-03-18T09:54:00.004-07:002012-03-18T09:57:20.051-07:00My latest creation!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjZU1NZyABgumb_8w4OrlGxf1_l4HYvtGsND91mWW5ozsGAzztWbiVk9zLkKGyOfaeGMq1Zo_MinryZKSIgjHi48HzqT-okXbu2D4uLoYp-enmOBe3k-VFU33kXAd9oTn9ff6oCBUpWf1K_/s1600/knitting+021.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjZU1NZyABgumb_8w4OrlGxf1_l4HYvtGsND91mWW5ozsGAzztWbiVk9zLkKGyOfaeGMq1Zo_MinryZKSIgjHi48HzqT-okXbu2D4uLoYp-enmOBe3k-VFU33kXAd9oTn9ff6oCBUpWf1K_/s400/knitting+021.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5721282142651935474" border="0" /> </a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj3gySutbf6KEkkvdZ5yuzgyG9mkz0KVoJgg9_c-KzTlXk48n5_32wOSmK_h_DJFNf38tMIrM6_AIgf5D2WiA1bGwZLamBRtP4EvhO9hrhnVnyDW8jzv-BwVOPlftTV6Di5a0eIdUV512t6/s1600/knitting+008.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj3gySutbf6KEkkvdZ5yuzgyG9mkz0KVoJgg9_c-KzTlXk48n5_32wOSmK_h_DJFNf38tMIrM6_AIgf5D2WiA1bGwZLamBRtP4EvhO9hrhnVnyDW8jzv-BwVOPlftTV6Di5a0eIdUV512t6/s400/knitting+008.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5721281870953073762" border="0" /></a><br />So wanted to share the latest creation I knitted up! I'm quite happy with it!<br />I want to do a pair of socks.. But I want to do them on 9" circs rather than dpns... I found a few patterns to do it but if you have one you like then please leave it in the comments!<br />Thanks!Habibti812http://www.blogger.com/profile/12610435105487429624noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4438979602206468054.post-51903115560441867492012-03-15T09:18:00.001-07:002012-03-15T09:20:57.737-07:00I feel like it needs to be said..The way I parent my children is in no way an attack on how you parent yours. I'm not the mother of your children- do what you wish! I simply am sharing my knowledge/experience here...<br /><br />Also. The way I birthed my children is my way of birthing, it's what makes me happy and comfortable and feel safe. You should do your research and birth how you feel happy/comfortable/safe..<br /><br />Each parent must make choices on how to raise their children, if you are comfortable with YOUR choices, mine should not feel like an attack. I am VERY comfortable with my parenting decisions since they came after much research and experience... So... Do what you will with yours! Just as long as your loving them!!<br /><br />Rant. Over.Habibti812http://www.blogger.com/profile/12610435105487429624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4438979602206468054.post-42545154164957285402012-03-12T07:09:00.007-07:002012-03-12T07:54:41.924-07:00Midwives vs. OB's<span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><span style="font-family:verdana;">This post has been a long time in the making... I've had it in my head for some time, and have really wanted to share my experiences with OB's Vs. Midwives.<br /><br />Two different OB's delivered my first two children, and a group of midwives delivered my last two. The differences are really poignant. I wouldn't call the differences subtle or slight at all. Night and Day is what I'd use to describe them.. Even with the best OB in the world, you aren't going to get the experience you will get with a midwife. Just isn't going to happen.<br /><br />First , your appointments, Midwives (At least mine) set up appointments to really be able to put in the time with you. I've never spent less than an hour WITH my midwives (And not sitting in their waiting room either- actually WITH them!) Their office is so much more family friendly than any OB I've EVER been to (Including the ones I delivered my first two children with) The atmosphere is laid back, comfortable , and relaxed, and for someone with as much "white coat anxiety" as myself- this is a great thing. I never feel like my children shouldn't be touching something, or are bothering anyone because a midwives office is TRULY a place for mothers. A place for children, a WELCOMING place!!!!! Instead of uniformed office seating, there are comfy couches with pillows and bright colors! And the "exam" rooms themselves if you want to call them that are filled with day beds, bright colors, and beautiful decor (And a special toy box in each room for the kiddos) My oldest daughter asked the first time we went if it was a hotel! The doulas on staff often watched my older children for me while I met with my midwives.. What an awesome service is that?! For free! And my kids love them. As do I!<br /><br />The visit itself is filled with chat about how your doing, anything going on, and tons and tons and TONS of information. not a "Do this" scenario at ALL. My midwives became friends over the years. They KNOW me. I'm not a number, I'm not another patient, They know ME. I can't say the same as my OB's I dealt with. And the first OB was very nice actually. But they way their schedules are set up,they can't offer this type of care and time.<br /><br />I like the fact I'm in charge of my own care with my Midwives, taking my own weight and testing my own urine at appointments, It's nice to have control. Anything that is done (or not done) is completely up to me. I make ALL the decisions. I call all the shots. After all... My pregnancy. My baby. My choice. I wish more Doctors would follow suit on this.<br /><br />Birth plans!!! Ahh the wonderful birth plan. It can be an awesome guide for how you want your birth to go! My OB's never suggested I make one, never asked me how I wanted things to go during my birth, and therefore, should I take that as they didn't really care? They had a picture in THEIR head how my birth would go, and I found myself FIGHTING the entire time during labor and delivery for what I wanted. It shouldn't have been that way.<br />My Midwives took the time to go over my birth plan with me. Not only discussing it, but committing to memory what I wanted and keeping a hard copy in my file so at the time, they would know any details I wouldn't be able to discuss , or had we forgotten anything. They KNEW what kind of birth I was wanting down to the last detail therefore , they were more able to readily support me in the birth I wanted. I think if doctors don't take the time to know what a patient wants from their birth it becomes impossible to assist them in it, Because that it what they SHOULD be doing, assisting, not dictating. Unfortunately too many OB's become dictators to our births. It's not fair. It's robbery. They are taking something so important from us. The power. The power we have as women is being stolen! As women we should all be angry about this!!!!! Your power is being stolen ladies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Take it BACK!<br /><br />During the labor and delivery your midwives stay with you pretty much the entire time. I think we all know OB's will check on you every now and then, but really they are just there to deliver the baby. Your midwife does not abandon you in this way. They stay with you, give you compassion, love, and respect. I remember while in labor with my third child, sitting in the birthing tub, hearing my midwives calming voice. She was speaking loving, supportive words to me, and she was there. She was present. I can't say that about my OB's. I can't at all. It's such a human experience. Such a beautiful experience.<br /><br />After care... Gosh totally different than what my OB's did. See ya in six weeks, call with any questions, don't let the door hit ya in the you know where. My midwives were constantly checking in... For my home birth she returned the next day... And the day after, we talked, laughed and she made sure I was fine, with both of my kids delivered with my midwives they called in the week... and two weeks following. Making sure I was okay, how was I feeling.. No PPD was popping up, etc. And just to chat. They called me personally. No assistants, staff, or nurses. THEY cared how I was doing!!!! And of course the six week visit, a time to laugh, oooh and ahhh over the new baby and catch up....<br /><br />So different. Of course, as women, we all must have that right to decide whats' best for us, but... Unless your high risk... After knowing all the facts... I can't see why anyone would choose an OB over a Midwife...<br /><br />But maybe that's just crazy ol' me ;-)<br /><br />ETA- Midwives are also MUCH more supportive than OB's when it comes to breastfeeding. I nursed all my children (Am still nursing) well into toddlerhood. If it were up to either of my OB's I'd have failed miserably. One admitted she knows nothing about nursing and would never have nursed had she had children , and the other told me my body was failing me, which was NOT true!! They never supported my nursing through pregnancy, or tandem nursing. My midwives were behind me 100% on both fronts.. I think it's an important topic to share.. See what I get for writing this the Monday after day light savings!? More coffee please!<br /></span></span>Habibti812http://www.blogger.com/profile/12610435105487429624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4438979602206468054.post-73006219307865201072012-03-11T17:29:00.005-07:002012-03-11T17:37:59.072-07:00Spring has Sprung!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi1sbsfNGGYcMRqFnjlb3Xtxtb4kDLYMXtQxc9Njn4-VA77lGNMzOwi8b9PT_rdHxBiSKMrEhQsedD7ncz4ZyzC9UfweO4XqzpzV3xWh61Fvr-2t7eftGLnq8ppw-HZPMPsqR3j646-3K5T/s1600/fancy+ladies+022.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi1sbsfNGGYcMRqFnjlb3Xtxtb4kDLYMXtQxc9Njn4-VA77lGNMzOwi8b9PT_rdHxBiSKMrEhQsedD7ncz4ZyzC9UfweO4XqzpzV3xWh61Fvr-2t7eftGLnq8ppw-HZPMPsqR3j646-3K5T/s400/fancy+ladies+022.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5718801466204872130" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiGc5rKM3whPLvIDvxmiNlilivhCGoYAhUSFj4cVN3vWA9VObSdCZ29Gcqh1Xo32AwnwMmmea2UJ9ni8Kp2FUdwzLrhIfIm35DH8Sn9NjV1F0ulzp3zQJvHldoT_yoKkOp0dx-jxU64oyXl/s1600/fancy+ladies+010.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiGc5rKM3whPLvIDvxmiNlilivhCGoYAhUSFj4cVN3vWA9VObSdCZ29Gcqh1Xo32AwnwMmmea2UJ9ni8Kp2FUdwzLrhIfIm35DH8Sn9NjV1F0ulzp3zQJvHldoT_yoKkOp0dx-jxU64oyXl/s400/fancy+ladies+010.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5718801287567971490" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Well it appears Spring has sprung here in New Jersey! This has been one of the mildest winters I can ever remember! Last year we were slammed with several feet of snow.. I remember the last storm bought nearly 2 feet alone.. And it followed a storm that had just dropped over a foot. It was miserable and late in the winter.. I'm thinking mid-March.. You know, that point where your <span style="font-style: italic;">really </span>ready for winter to be over!!!<br /><br />But this year we really didn't have any snow at all.. We had one freak storm in October and that was basically it.. No white Christmas.. The ski resorts had an awful season... But I'm not complaining. If you know me. I hate snow!!! I hate winter!! The only good things about winter were the births of the two youngest kiddos :-) Samirah and Maya were both born in the winter xoxo.<br /><br />So. Everything here is going good. My days are super busy with the kids, and at night time I try to sit and knit.. I'm working on a really cute pattern actually! I found it on ravelry.. I bought it too.. which I rarely do. I always feel i can find something similar for free... But it was such a cute skirt pattern that I went for it! It's pleated and I'm hoping it comes out well.. I finished the waistband on it, but am waiting for some new yarns to come in the mail so I can finish it.<br /><br />What else?? We're preparing for a return trip to Disney in April for Sami's 4th birthday! To say the kids are excited would be an understatement! We were there last November and everyone had so much fun. This will be Maya's first trip! I'm a little worried how the car ride will go for her, but hopefully it wont be bad.<br /><br />Still tandem nursing Samirah and Maya.. Though Samirah is really only nursing Mornings and Evenings.. though sometimes she'll even forget one... She's 26 months now, so weaning is up to her at this point. 2 years old is always my goal then I let them do the weaning after that point.<br /><br />I don't have anything else terribly exciting to report, but don't want to leave my blog quiet for so long anymore, I'm working to post more. I do have some serious actual informative posts I want to make, but they will require me to be more well rested lol.<br /><br />So just saying "Hi!" Blog-o-sphere! Talk to you soon!<br /></span></span>Habibti812http://www.blogger.com/profile/12610435105487429624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4438979602206468054.post-68039204273739275202012-03-06T07:37:00.010-08:002012-03-06T08:19:53.958-08:00The Home Birth of Maya Husam!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiJNsJne6jWy-0jMlBqiQ6fuw3hiq1DHeCBH7G-5VKE4GtRcbv6fPYRfEEs4TlLNEbcaLwJANSrh9SFzazMsHHNkxC6h1XNu015QY8R7lKr8zHpQXhQCcjLiqsID4AtXKjlyaIQP3C35xLv/s1600/Christmas+%2526+Maya+069.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiJNsJne6jWy-0jMlBqiQ6fuw3hiq1DHeCBH7G-5VKE4GtRcbv6fPYRfEEs4TlLNEbcaLwJANSrh9SFzazMsHHNkxC6h1XNu015QY8R7lKr8zHpQXhQCcjLiqsID4AtXKjlyaIQP3C35xLv/s400/Christmas+%2526+Maya+069.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5716819509135466706" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Well.. Maya is 2 months old.. So yea.. Perhaps i should post a blog?! Its really hard to blog with four kids by the way... It's hard to do lots of things with four kids.. lol<br /><br />So, as I had discussed before going on blog hiatus, I was planning (Very excitedly) for a home birth of our fourth and final child. Our precious Maya.. Also known as, Mayalou, May-leen, My-leen, Mayleenie... you get it.<br /><br />On Christmas Eve contractions began late at night, they continued on into Christmas day.. Nothing crazy, but consistent.. I wanted to get through that<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgw9VxzHjlO8AuBxu7uwc1WY9hTFz0IiWut2sm64zDxtXGCXgKu8PaGm20G24upiyrnW_QysqQlQutgdHor6fmB0QBuc4nSQF4WcE7hjhpg_ku0Lnqp8h935eGa7phIjH_MKvQCaCgzqsYf/s1600/Christmas+%2526+Maya+049.JPG"><br /></a> day for the kids. Make them special Christmas dinner as I always do, presents, etc. I got through it!<br /><br />On the 26th the contractions continued, 5-7 minutes apart. I was losing it! Days of the same.. I couldn't sleep because of them and I was going a bit nutty. The next day on the morning of the 27th, I called my midwives and explained the situation. I needed someone to talk me down from the ledge! lol. I was 40+ 2 days at that point and was content to be pregnant for WEEKS more of that is what Maya wanted, but please, get these contractions to STOP!!!!<br /><br />My midwife Roxie did a non stress test and Maya was fantastic, she checked me- there was tons of "Bloody show" Which I had never experienced before with any of the three other kids but I had confirmed to her it had been happening for two days now.. She felt my pain, she gave me such a good talk that I was content to go home and wait. For however long it would be. She was confident it would be "In the next day or two!"<br /><br />I went home and the contractions continued.. The same as they had been for the past few days. I sat on my yoga ball on the computer and played games for awhile, stopping and leaning over it with each contraction, Still, I wasn't convinced "This was it" .. I am quite a drive for my midwives and I didn't want to call them until I was "Sure" but with labor like this.. How would I be sure!?<br /><br />My husband felt that this was it so he went up to get some rest. I stayed downstairs for awhile more, then went up to bed. Couldn't sleep, so I decided to run a bath.. I got in and the contractions continued. I just honestly didn't know what to think.. With my fourth you'd think I'd just know.. But it didn't work out that way. So sitting in the tub I swayed back and forth.. I sang to Maya.. I moaned.. And then..<br /><br />I prayed.<br /><br />I said "Please God. If this is "it" please let my water break. Please because otherwise I just don't know if I should call anyone" It wasn't two minutes later that I felt POP. POP. And my water broke. I yelled from the bathroom to Husam to please call my midwives. This was it. My water had broken !! IT was 11 pm. My midwife got immediately in her car and headed over (Thank Goodness) My other midwife and doula in the practice headed over too (though they didn't make it in time for the actual birth they were fantastic after the fact!)<br /><br />Husam told me to stay in the tub and just relax and he'd start setting up my birthing tub. It took him awhile to get it blown up, and then he slowly began to fill it. I was desperate to get in it. I knew I was getting closer as the contractions picked up. There was no denying it. I was in transition..<br /><br />I got out of the tub because I had to use the bathroom and i paced around.. I had called my sister while Husam was on the phone with my midwife and she arrived shortly after. She came in and asked me if I was okay, and then went in the kids room to lie down (She didn't want to see the actual birth- just not her thing)<br /><br />I went and laid down on the bed and knew she was coming. Fast. I could feel her moving down the birth canal and though "no no no! I want to get in that tub!!! I want my midwife!!! " I called to Husam and he was nervous, clearly... He knew it was almost time too and I don't think he mentally prepared himself to deliver the baby on his own... I yelled at him to call my midwife and see how far she was.. She told him she was about 10 minutes away.. I think she made it there in about 5.. But it seemed like the longest five minutes of my life.<br /><br />I heard her car come up our hill.. I told Husam that I thought she was here .. (My midwife was shocked at my calm for the given situation)<br />He went downstairs to meet her and i felt so relieved when I heard her voice downstairs.. She rushed up and found me on my side on my bed holding the babies head in.. yeah... She really should have been out. lol. She leaned over and felt the water and the birthing pool on the walk to my bed.. It was way too hot.. And only a quarter of the way full. She told me it just wasn't going to happen and she was sorry...<br /><br />She sat down on the bed and told me "Let your baby out" It was very intense.. Birthing a baby outside of the water is much more intense than having a water birth. Husam walked up and held out both of his hands to me.. I remember thinking I didn't want to hold his hands, but reconsidered in those few seconds that I would need the support. So I grabbed onto his hands.. I pushed and I felt her emerging .. Though not comfortable, always an amazing exhilarating feeling none the less. It burned, for sure, but it was also a warm feeling. My midwife told me to stop pushing and just breath her out the rest of the way so I wouldn't tear ... I remember saying that I just wanted to get her out at that point. Even though I had only pushed once really.. But I resigned and said okay and began to pant. I felt her slip and slide the rest of the way. The entire time I remember Husam in the backround (Though right next to me) shouting encouragement. I could hear the excitement in his voice and it was nice, but I had really been concentrating on getting her out!!!<br /><br />It took her a moment to cry, my midwife had to give her a breath... She had sat for a few minutes in the birth canal and the cord around her next, but before I could even realize anything she was pinked up and crying! My midwife is amazing, and calming, and I love her so much. She handed me Maya, and I looked and pronounced it was a girl! Husam had said all along she would be, and he was right. My midwife told me to be careful as her cord was short. We left it attached until it stopped pulsing, and probably for some time after..<br /><br />I held her and looked at her. She was so beautiful... She was born just as the clock turned over to December 28th... at 12:10 am. She weighed 7 lbs 8 oz,. (Husam guessed exactly right) And was 20 inches long. So beautiful..<br /><br />After Husam cut the cord and I got cleaned up a little we had my sister wake up Nadia to come meet her new baby sister.. She was so excited.. She came in while I was nursing Maya for the first time. And it was very special.<br /><br />For me. Being at home for my birth was wonderful. Maya was born and conceived in the same spot. I think it's very special.. Made with love, and born into love. Our angel. I didn't have anyone waking us up in the middle of the night or bothering us, just my husband taking care of me (He did a fantastic job btw!) and my beautiful children loving over the new addition... It was wonderful... Not how i planned my home birth to go, but happened exactly as it was supposed to... I wish I had more pictures of the labor and the actual birth, but it just happened so fast!!<br /><br />But there it is. The birth of our beautiful baby girl Maya..<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhibeZTC4oCkyejjo5pOOwwNKfGgnm0u0-WEuAAlPVkXBohdUqK07_iPmJLERw0pY0bLmD57NASTHht_2ajRzwsI4auuqSfpe5eXrZKimzKiE-Afoh9cBucOJ8RYlt5D5pFCkv37uChyphenhyphenKDW/s1600/Christmas+%2526+Maya+045.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 374px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhibeZTC4oCkyejjo5pOOwwNKfGgnm0u0-WEuAAlPVkXBohdUqK07_iPmJLERw0pY0bLmD57NASTHht_2ajRzwsI4auuqSfpe5eXrZKimzKiE-Afoh9cBucOJ8RYlt5D5pFCkv37uChyphenhyphenKDW/s400/Christmas+%2526+Maya+045.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5716815227049543426" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgotSrAH7zhhVmquY6wAQ8RAIYNbDsNgDpxZx8e28efg_jCGoWMUItrzLpTqpApJKSDlvpaDeynyNACF8A5TUIoxPs0dbfIYBJSq8rThTnCtZ-8LogbDSGeiLPx-G0mg0AxssvVqDM4Srsp/s1600/Christmas+%2526+Maya+048.JPG"><img style="display: block; 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margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg7mxmpeV9Cd7HORnmUDetD4GmrZd4NgiYLTa1xkZzatuq5alvT-LzPpf-Fw38_Zfe46kqMtsNcBQHbK3JlzGKJyNv8Zu-ZCXoUptSMEnWhVrygDJQKdDNAH2KnRbaf_EaR_q7o-StZC43n/s400/Christmas+%2526+Maya+060.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5716818501293819010" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiyCttFKGmM8CK9gIeLS6d624M0UkSr3bf1ta_pA_ozKRz3nEpzzZyfeJdQ22_d5rUjygbBEN709j0rKamGteQ5e5vwoppfgAg08K8Y74TpGPKUGSNiEZUJBpzCSn6TZ88aJxUHA0X8YxP3/s1600/Christmas+%2526+Maya+063.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiyCttFKGmM8CK9gIeLS6d624M0UkSr3bf1ta_pA_ozKRz3nEpzzZyfeJdQ22_d5rUjygbBEN709j0rKamGteQ5e5vwoppfgAg08K8Y74TpGPKUGSNiEZUJBpzCSn6TZ88aJxUHA0X8YxP3/s400/Christmas+%2526+Maya+063.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5716819188401223762" border="0" /> </a>Habibti812http://www.blogger.com/profile/12610435105487429624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4438979602206468054.post-11230885672984900212011-11-22T06:33:00.000-08:002011-11-22T06:37:48.744-08:00Happy Thanksgiving!<span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 255);"><span style="font-family: times new roman;">Thanksgiving is fast approaching! One of my favorite holidays! It's simple, a time for us all to come together as a family and EAT some delicious food! And it also reminds of us all the blessings we have in our lives! This year I have SO much to be thankful for!!!<br /><br />.. Our beautiful children. All 3 healthy, smart, and thriving. They are the biggest blessings in my life and I love them so much! And soon, God willing, number four will join our family! We are super excited as the time draws near!<br /><br />We have a home. A lovely home filled with love, and laughter, and good food for us to eat!<br /><br />We have our health!<br /><br />I have a wonderful husband who loves me and our kids so much! I feel so lucky to have met him when I was so young and we were able to start building our life together early on. We are exactly where I'd hoped we'd be at this point.<br /><br />I'm thankful I get to stay home and watch my babies grow up. It's not a gift I take for granted.<br /><br />My family. And my husbands family. They are all so wonderful and I'm not sure what we'd do without them!!!<br /><br />My fantastic midwives! It's so hard to find the care they provide. I'm thankful for them. Truly.<br /><br />So many things in my life to feel blessed by! These are just a few! What are some of the things YOUR thankful for?<br /></span></span>Habibti812http://www.blogger.com/profile/12610435105487429624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4438979602206468054.post-5805478858964812102011-11-16T12:45:00.000-08:002011-11-16T12:46:23.611-08:00I am..So... exhausted.. I've been running at a rate that is really unsustainable. Trying to keep the house and kids immaculate, keeping up with my regular routine.. sigh... It's just been exhausting me. And sometimes I want to cry... And sometimes I do! lol. Emotional mess. Creeping up on 35 weeks now so that surely explains some of it. I need a break! Doesn't help Husam has been working crazy overtime 7 days a week. The kids and I just haven't seen him. waaah. Whining over.Habibti812http://www.blogger.com/profile/12610435105487429624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4438979602206468054.post-31206137712030425682011-11-03T07:02:00.000-07:002011-11-03T07:09:57.070-07:00Planning our Home Birth!<span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);"><span style="font-family: arial;">So I am now 32+ weeks along in this pregnancy. It's gone incredibly fast. Likely because I have the 3 other littles to chase around and take care of!! They keep me on my toes and I barely have a moment to sit all day!!<br /><br />I feel ready and excited for our home birth... I have a few final things to check off the list , but for the most part we're ready to go... I still need to get a hose and connector to the shower head so we will be able to fill up the tub.. I need a tarp for under the tub... I need to have my home visit (It's coming up on the 16th) and I need to get clearance from an OB (Appt is December 12th) Other than that I have my birth kit sitting in the bedroom waiting, piles of towels folded neatly, baby blankets, baby clothes, diapers, EVERYTHING! Everything is set and waiting for the big day!<br /><br />We had a class we had to take with my midwives to go over everything about the birth. It was extremely reassuring and made me feel confident in our choice to have a home birth. Hubs and I are excited to have a new born in the house once again. So tiny, precious, and new. Truly one of God's greatest gifts. <br /><br />I still have in mind to blog about the difference (At least for me) between birthing with an OB and a midwife.. But I just need to find the time to sit and word it properly...<br /><br />Anyways, I hope everyone is well. Trying to get better about making updates here!<br /></span></span>Habibti812http://www.blogger.com/profile/12610435105487429624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4438979602206468054.post-2381414622666009552011-10-31T04:28:00.000-07:002011-10-31T04:32:02.255-07:00I haven't blogged since JUNE?!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhT9VjTx78pptBD3m0upSW8-en7IZhDBa3ITBcq0TMAN91MAem4u1rC36xCwdwKV8suX011u2hQxl1daeIakOk8AakVG5tuTNxr6MF-9GCk2yAszmPJKlypxaKL24J_VG6gzH2sHgt8ogs7/s1600/Kids+pictures+October+068.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhT9VjTx78pptBD3m0upSW8-en7IZhDBa3ITBcq0TMAN91MAem4u1rC36xCwdwKV8suX011u2hQxl1daeIakOk8AakVG5tuTNxr6MF-9GCk2yAszmPJKlypxaKL24J_VG6gzH2sHgt8ogs7/s400/Kids+pictures+October+068.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5669617518448728226" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh4zfEJsyifx_0U9cZDVBQyzkP37Kax8bK9f_tVqIfivyqJvBSXHk6Sss2-LTrClpSUcTVkf3ePt16474bgXouHystm4vbFV_8G4p1aYh9WIhWjsDRZNOqazjgUQmlDa3s0XwPU-Znm5jpS/s1600/Kids+pictures+October+041.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 375px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh4zfEJsyifx_0U9cZDVBQyzkP37Kax8bK9f_tVqIfivyqJvBSXHk6Sss2-LTrClpSUcTVkf3ePt16474bgXouHystm4vbFV_8G4p1aYh9WIhWjsDRZNOqazjgUQmlDa3s0XwPU-Znm5jpS/s400/Kids+pictures+October+041.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5669617260249718850" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Really!?!? The summer went by too quickly.. Really.. We've been busy with school and other fall activities.. Planning the home birth ... I'm 32 weeks now and it's creeping up on me really quickly! Anyways. Got to run, but look how big the kids have gotten!Habibti812http://www.blogger.com/profile/12610435105487429624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4438979602206468054.post-67659722786493810242011-06-17T12:42:00.000-07:002011-06-17T12:43:26.727-07:00So I can let the cat out of the bag right???<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiCTAnmH3HbMAntkANjKWfJzaSnPEOQDj4ymg9bqIy6Tl076OVtyENV2Qw3yd2sQfJQa6AOGeUFST50NqAs8M53doeRpK0Y7IayCaLk-bI9ITgygWa4sT_z83niBYfZ5YXJLGu1OrdTlrPY/s1600/us+2+001.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 323px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiCTAnmH3HbMAntkANjKWfJzaSnPEOQDj4ymg9bqIy6Tl076OVtyENV2Qw3yd2sQfJQa6AOGeUFST50NqAs8M53doeRpK0Y7IayCaLk-bI9ITgygWa4sT_z83niBYfZ5YXJLGu1OrdTlrPY/s400/us+2+001.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5619276651849839234" border="0" /></a>Habibti812http://www.blogger.com/profile/12610435105487429624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4438979602206468054.post-9877182062559234112011-05-16T18:22:00.001-07:002011-05-16T18:22:39.582-07:00I want to make a post...About Midwives vs. OB's... And as soon as I am feeling better... I'm totally going to do that! lolHabibti812http://www.blogger.com/profile/12610435105487429624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4438979602206468054.post-27902667479250331202011-04-21T09:11:00.001-07:002011-04-21T09:11:56.129-07:00I have things to blog about..But not enough time to go into everything! I will soon!Habibti812http://www.blogger.com/profile/12610435105487429624noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4438979602206468054.post-9086624985635799522011-04-10T17:03:00.001-07:002011-04-10T17:07:18.221-07:00Guess who turns THREE tomorrow!?!?<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhl_Aps65j-oHvTqTRaD0Oto4hdgw-i5N6PG1qlOWbCjq1ijEIajn0iQHNtMKZUXaKNt2JaaQgVNkaukz4roGk7dSw4and_c8T1jKwbEUPujXwErRiaCbpYcEzOvwvtB7s5fEJjzUZqr2sU/s1600/Sami+Birthday+043.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhl_Aps65j-oHvTqTRaD0Oto4hdgw-i5N6PG1qlOWbCjq1ijEIajn0iQHNtMKZUXaKNt2JaaQgVNkaukz4roGk7dSw4and_c8T1jKwbEUPujXwErRiaCbpYcEzOvwvtB7s5fEJjzUZqr2sU/s400/Sami+Birthday+043.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5594110096857167250" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">Sami!!!! My handsome little man turns THREE tomorrow! I can hardly believe it!! It seems like just yesterday he was born... And now he is growing right up on me! Talking like no body's business, learning new things everyday, and finally using the potty!!! My BIG BOY!! Everyday he looks more and more like his father. He is so so handsome. His eyes just make you fall in love with him! He is one of the most loving, gentle little boys you'd ever meet in your life. He esp loves his Momma!! He's my darling boy!! So happy birthday baby. Momma loves you. More than anything. Thank you so much for coming into my life!! Your one special little man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br /></span>Habibti812http://www.blogger.com/profile/12610435105487429624noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4438979602206468054.post-68536701909602221762011-04-06T17:01:00.000-07:002011-04-06T17:13:30.569-07:00Has it really been THAT long??<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgVDXF2udkPkt9jha5GLLN1t6sykBAMNt7ffRPOIRlrRzSQ0daco3-adGl21RsskcdmXLi8Hk0jwA6rrY7e84yAlaFNTwVr908HMTFzBWOb9ERrPCgGiLh0skZ2uWCYKSFkNjvxKmmEcQRq/s1600/dress+005.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgVDXF2udkPkt9jha5GLLN1t6sykBAMNt7ffRPOIRlrRzSQ0daco3-adGl21RsskcdmXLi8Hk0jwA6rrY7e84yAlaFNTwVr908HMTFzBWOb9ERrPCgGiLh0skZ2uWCYKSFkNjvxKmmEcQRq/s400/dress+005.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5592627622897492002" border="0" /> </a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiCSNNeqG15EYEbCqVg3LPSHfJALLMRJkar-XlNwWzHFFHBOt-HgHaquP8XLII3kaIn-7lmISooWAvlmMJUqZklLYmfKGLlWS_3oiYyL_k9b3gfTXIqP37z_TBDSQ2dLUKO1XCO71oxB9H5/s1600/Sami+Birthday+043.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiCSNNeqG15EYEbCqVg3LPSHfJALLMRJkar-XlNwWzHFFHBOt-HgHaquP8XLII3kaIn-7lmISooWAvlmMJUqZklLYmfKGLlWS_3oiYyL_k9b3gfTXIqP37z_TBDSQ2dLUKO1XCO71oxB9H5/s400/Sami+Birthday+043.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5592627127534822034" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjOs3_MZkMafDi0GxnmZvibod74odtgi2MoxC0rV_fCUm4rXXlpyJIO6a9TDakfyi21EW4DrifWT12_b83V-lHwA-BfMuCW5FInF408wnFsE8pb-RpNWuzr6qGo15B2Ayhr8ot9emiYaYT6/s1600/Father+Daughter+Dance+048.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjOs3_MZkMafDi0GxnmZvibod74odtgi2MoxC0rV_fCUm4rXXlpyJIO6a9TDakfyi21EW4DrifWT12_b83V-lHwA-BfMuCW5FInF408wnFsE8pb-RpNWuzr6qGo15B2Ayhr8ot9emiYaYT6/s400/Father+Daughter+Dance+048.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5592626669316339250" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 255);"><span style="font-family:verdana;">Has it really been THAT long since I blogged??? Gosh.. I used to blog every. single. day. That was way before kids though.. So I guess I get a little slack ???<br /><br />All 3 kids are doing great. Nadia is excelling in school. Reading and writing better and better every day. Math is her favorite and best subject though..<br /><br />Sami has... FINALLY potty learned!!!!!!!!!! Thank you GOD for that one!!!!!! WOO HOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! He is *almost* completely weaned. Nursing only every so often.. It's been a good week since he's asked. My baby is growing up :-( (He turns THREE on Monday! wowza!) He's my man.<br /><br />Samirah is talking more now.. She's nearly 15 months old and such a doll.. Okay.. She actually is kind of moody and cries way more than any person should lol But I love her to death and she's one special little creature!<br /><br />My babies! time consuming little loves of my life!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br />Husam. He's well. Same old Husam.<br /><br />You know. These people take up the majority of my time.. Leaving very little for anything else. I so want to write a regular blog. I love to let it all out on here. It's free therapy for goodness sake! I just need more hours in the day! Between the kids, the husband, the house, and our menagerie of animals I'm so busy!! Plus I volunteer here, there, and everywhere which also takes up a lot of time..<br /><br />Trying to plan our summer vacation but we keep going back and forth.. I wanted to do a cruise.. Husam suggested Hershey Park... Just don't know. We'll probably end up at a beach with a boardwalk. Husam's favorite... Any suggestions from my blog friends??<br /><br />I've been tweeting a lot.. It's easier to fit random thoughts in here and there in 140 characters or less than typing out a big blog... I'm Habibti812 over there... So you can always check in with me there!!!!<br /><br />Anyways. Hopefully it will not be QUITE so long until I blog again...I'm including some recent pictures of my babies!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></span>Habibti812http://www.blogger.com/profile/12610435105487429624noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4438979602206468054.post-67865003082277852642011-01-26T11:50:00.000-08:002011-01-26T11:52:53.221-08:00Is anyone else over winter?<span style="font-family: courier new;"><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Because I AM! Geez! It has snowed at least once a week since Christmas. I'm so so sick of seeing SNOW and ice. And not only that, it's been FREEZING.. Well. Below freezing. WAY below freezing. This week one morning when I took Nadia to school it was TWELVE BELOW ZERO!!! WTH!? We're in NJ, not Antarctica. Unfavorable I tell you! Unfavorable! Who can I write to and complain? Oh Spring. Please hurry. I desperately need some sunshine and warm weather!</span><br /></span>Habibti812http://www.blogger.com/profile/12610435105487429624noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4438979602206468054.post-10116723753298915592011-01-23T17:32:00.001-08:002011-01-23T17:45:12.001-08:00Don't you think it's time he weaned?<span style="font-family: times new roman;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">I've been hearing this more than ever lately! Sami turns 3 in April and yes, I still breastfeed him!! So many people think it is their right to tell me I should be stopping. I love how these same people think breastfeeding is such a "private" thing that it should be hidden away and locked up behind bathroom doors. *rolls eyes* Yet, these same people think it's fine to interject their opinions on my nursing relationships with my children.<br /><br />Now, I'd be lying if I told you I never wished he'd wean. He IS almost three, and.. Have you seen the size of my kids head? It's like a grown man nursing! ha ha. okay, not really , but you catch my drift! Three years is a <span style="font-style: italic;">long </span>time to nurse a kid. But there is nothing "wrong" about it.. And when people criticize the fact that he still nurses, it implies there is something wrong with it. And that isn't fair. Most people wouldn't dream of criticizing many mainstream parenting choices. But anything that goes outside of the norm is "weird" or "wrong".. Yet.. If these people took a moment to do some research they'd realize it's just our country that is out of the norm. It's us as a whole who is wrong.<br /><br />I try not to get defensive when someone tells me I should wean my son... I try to use it as an opportunity to educate. To let people know the benefits of extended breastfeeding. To let them know it's okay. I'm not harming myself or my child. I've built a bond between us that can never be broken. I hope I've done that for all of my children, and will continue to do so with gentle parenting. With making educated choices for them and myself. Not doing something because a doctor tells me I should, but because <span style="font-style: italic;">I </span>researched it and <span style="font-style: italic;">I </span>feel like it's best for them. I <span style="font-style: italic;">am </span>their mother after all... Right? Isn't there truth to the saying "Mother knows best". I think there is. Especially a mother such as myself who has armed herself with as much knowledge as possible from as many resources as possible!<br /><br />Tandem nursing Mothers and mothers nursing toddlers shouldn't be made to feel they have to hide.... They should be celebrated. Applauded. Because I promise you. Extended nursing and tandem nursing is NOT easy. It has days where it's overwhelming and frustrating. So instead of criticizing us... Give us a pat on the back. Because I can guarantee it would be greatly appreciated! After all... We really are just doing our best!<br /><br /><br /></span></span>Habibti812http://www.blogger.com/profile/12610435105487429624noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4438979602206468054.post-8232522063620628542011-01-13T12:52:00.000-08:002011-01-13T12:55:02.951-08:00HAPPY NEW YEAR!<span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">Hoping you all are having a great new year! I will be back for some updates soon. So so busy with the munchkins! I will however, leave you with this awesomely cute picture of Samirah- WHO by the way turns ONE on Saturday (No I cannot believe it!)<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgEnlK1RTh9EhWU8GMMLwV1a2vNvRy_riCp4ikR0UVGQsshlFIFdN4a9whKqNkYiLNvFEuaW-n93YKylPpPeIzMCDIGiVsBrx2mUEeGJoq9tm627mKXrEcVf-19So6jPHJ1LzjwB8AdJAGT/s1600/Samirah+is+ONE+003.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgEnlK1RTh9EhWU8GMMLwV1a2vNvRy_riCp4ikR0UVGQsshlFIFdN4a9whKqNkYiLNvFEuaW-n93YKylPpPeIzMCDIGiVsBrx2mUEeGJoq9tm627mKXrEcVf-19So6jPHJ1LzjwB8AdJAGT/s400/Samirah+is+ONE+003.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5561776609678384386" border="0" /></a><br /></span>Habibti812http://www.blogger.com/profile/12610435105487429624noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4438979602206468054.post-41588323568863933812010-12-30T12:08:00.001-08:002010-12-30T12:08:54.854-08:00FRUSTRATED!!!!!!!!<span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 255);"><span style="font-family: georgia;">Nadia is NOT listening to me AT ALL today.<br /><br />Sami REFUSES to go on the potty.<br /><br />And Samirah won't let me put her down.<br /><br />that is all.<br /></span></span>Habibti812http://www.blogger.com/profile/12610435105487429624noreply@blogger.com0